“Power of
Longing”
Luke 8:
26-39
June
20, 2004
I had
the best of summer jobs while I was in high school and college.
I was a
lifeguard. I got to walk around with
badges of authority: a
special
suit, a whistle and a blow horn and a special spot to sit.
(Great
training for ministry, don't you think?)
Lifeguarding had about
it a
certain sort of glamour.
And, a
lot of responsibility. Never did I
forget while I was on duty
that I
was responsible for lives. There were a
number of times when I
had to rescue
swimmers who got in over their heads.
One of
the most important things they teach lifeguards during training
is to
be aware of the power of fear. When you
swim out to someone who
is
struggling to stay above the water, they will climb on anything -
including
you - to keep from going under. They
mean no malice. But you
are not
a person at the point when terror is so huge.
You are a
presence
to be used, and those struggling to stay afloat will pull you
under
and take you down in order to survive.
So
lifeguards in training are given thorough instruction about how to
approach
the fear bound in defensive ways.
We were
taught to approach and rescue in such a way that we were
careful,
and, we were taught the importance of being a comforting and
non
anxious presence: talking, reassuring, encouraging, and giving hope
to
those who were terrified of going under.
If we
could help people to get beyond their fear.
If we could encourage
them to
trust us and relax into our help, we could be life savers
instead
of casualties.
The
only way we could be effective is if we knew very well that fear can
sometimes
grip people so strongly that they may fight against the very
thing
that can save them.
So it
is in today's gospel lesson. So it is
in our own lives.
This
morning's gospel lesson is found in a trio of teachings that seek
to
demonstrate the amazing healing power of Jesus. Just before coming
to the
land of the Geresenes, Jesus has calmed the chaos of a storm by
simply
speaking. As he steps onto land, he is
greeted with a man
possessed
by demons.
This
man was so profoundly unclean in his culture.
He lived among the
tombs,
the most foul place imaginable. That
was unclean. He was naked,
a state
unthinkable in his culture. This
outcast knew with a wisdom
beyond
the swirling of pain within him that Jesus represented a threat
to the
chaos and pain within which he lived.
So he called out with a
challenge
when he saw Jesus.
Jesus
asks him to name the things which are possessing him.
His
response meant much to those who heard him.
Because the name of the
power
that possesses him is "Legion".
Israel
was possessed in a similar way by legions of Roman soldiers who
held
them captive in internal exile.
And
every day, like the man possessed, the people of Israel have an
impossible
choice to make: confront Rome, and find
that their shackles
are
fastened more tightly or that they are "driven into the wilds"; or
allow
the Romans to possess them, and lose their identity. (Christian
Century,
June 15, 2004)
Jesus
takes action. He frees the man from
forces named "Legion" which
possess
him.
The
forces are cast into the herd of pigs - unclean animals in Jewish
culture,
surely raised to feed the Roman troops possessing the city -
and they
throw themselves to their death.
And the
response of those watching? Did they
cheer for the great gift
of this
man's release from possession? Were
they thrilled that finally,
in this
man Jesus, there was a way to believe in the power and rightness
of
liberation from forces that keep cultures and people bound?
Their
response was fear. Total, utter
fear. They are, the gospel tells
us,
seized by great fear. Why? Because this freedom and liberation
business
shakes every set of well worn assumptions these folks hold
dear.
For in
imagining and claiming liberation, life changes. Even liberation
from
oppressive powers that hold us captive.
And we
don't much like change. Change - even
if it is a change that
means
healing and wellness and grace - change scares us sometimes so
much
that we will swamp any force that will try to save us from the very
things
that are killing us.
Jesus
was asked by the townspeople who had seen the power of the
liberation
he brought. He was asked to leave town.
Can you
tell me of a liberation movement that has been met with open
arms?
We know
that there are cultural demons that have forced so many into
internal
exile. We know that the demons of
sexism and racism and
cultural
arrogance and heterosexism and ecological devastation and
classism
are killing us -
We know
that there are people wandering in our midst bound by poverty
and
judgment and the wrench of the pain they are forced to live day
after
day while our culture teaches us to look away.
We know
that in our nation nearly 53 cents of every dollar of federal
discretionary
spending goes to the military, at a total of approximately
$750,000
dollars per minute. And we know that in
Minneapolis and other
school
districts teachers and programs are being slashed by 30 million
dollars
- a total representing forty minutes of Pentagon spending.
And we
know that to speak out against the demons: the war against women
or gays
or the poor or Iraq is to take the risk of being asked to leave
polite
company, much as Jesus was.
Because
liberation from the things that bind us is dangerous and
frightening
business. As we raise our voices for
liberation from the
demons
of war and fear and fracture, we risk, oh yes we do.
But not
speaking out puts us at greater risk.
Because in our silence we
don't
share our hearts or learn about the hearts of others. In our
silence
we give the demons the power to continue their possession - of
our
hearts, our dreams, our Christ based vision.
We held
a gathering here last Saturday. It was
a long anticipated
thing. I want to tell you what I learned about fear
and speaking out
through
the process of preparing for the veteran's breakfast.
Before
I came to this church, I was told about the flag controversy. I
was
told that it was a heated and painful discussion among you. In the
aftermath
of 9/11, I am given to understand that the question of where
the
flag belongs was brought to public conversation that was not always
easy. The decision was difficult, and remains difficult
for many. This
I was
briefed on even before I hit the doors.
I was
very active in Duluth around issues of peace.
It made sense to
me,
that since I am a minister of the gospel and since Jesus preaches a
gospel
of peace, speaking for peace was a
natural thing for a minister
to
do. I was little prepared for the
response I got. Because I spoke
out for
peace, I was perceived as anti government, anti military, anti
America. I was strongly criticized by some, and
judged by others and it
confounded
me and, it made me wary.
So, I
came to be your Pastor. Aware of the
flag controversy. Bearing
the
lessons I had learned through my peace work.
When I
was approached and asked if I would take time during worship on
Veteran's
Day to honor those who have served our country, I said "of
course". My father served in World War II and in the
National Guard. I
grew up
to the rhythm of his shoe polishing before Guard Duty weekends
and his
whistling of service tunes. I am well
aware that so many men
and
women have been asked to give up so much for their country.
As
Wally and I talked, it was clear that there was a lot of energy and
interest
in gathering the veterans for a time of honoring. I am moved
by the
work that went into the event, and by the spirit that was alive
in the
room. Watching pictures of the men and
women of this church in
their
youth, right before they left for duty is holy, truly it is. So
much
life and attitude in those faces.
But I
will tell you that as the veteran's event unfolded, I was a bit
wary. I wasn't sure how my sense of the gospel
vision of peace would be
received
if I spoke it. Having been told to be
silent, in so many
words,
by some in my past work in Duluth, I knew that I had an
inevitable
bit of stress waiting for me.
So I
thought.
Wally
was great about including me in every part of the decision making
process. He showed me the booklet and respected my
suggestions and then
I asked
him if it was ok to put in a line or two of Scripture, since
this
was a church event. The passage I had
in mind was from the prophet
Micah,=20
"They
shall beat their swords into plowshares,
and
their spears into pruning hooks;
nation
shall not lift up sword against nation,
neither
shall they learn war any more."
I asked
Wally if it would be ok to use those lines.
And this was his
response:
"Of
course. That's what this is all
about. We don't want to have to
keep on
fighting. We want to find an end to
war."
We can
cast out the demons. Together, we can name
the things that keep
creation
and each one of us bound. We can work
together for solutions
but we
cannot do that work unless we are willing to listen to each
other.
Wally
and I, we were each a bit wary of each other.
But we found common
ground.
He
didn't treat me like some liberal feminist anti American peacenik and
I
didn't treat him like some nationalistic conservative war monger.
We
found common ground in our belief in the vision of liberation.
Neither
one of us had to leave town. We both
want to banish the demon
of war.
Fear
keeps us bound. Fear of differences and
conflict keeps us bound. Fear of change
keeps us bound. The gospel teaches us
to name our bondage and believe in the power of liberation. Knowing full well
that change, even change that leads to liberation, has the power to fill us so
full of fear that we are willing to climb on top of anything to drown it.
In our
personal, our church, our community and our national lives, we
sometimes
let fear swamp us and we forget that there is a force more
powerful
than fear.
The
liberation power of Jesus.
May we
have the courage to name the demons which bind us.
And
hear each other into freedom.
Amen