May 28th
Luke 24: 44-53
Ephesians 1: 15- 23
Open Minds
Elizabeth Macaulay
If you knew that it was your last day on
earth.
If you knew that you have one last chance
to teach the treasures of your heart to your beloveds. If you knew you had the time to tell one last
story.
What would it be?
Yesterday we celebrated here in the
sanctuary the life of a man who lived life fully and well. He spent great time with his children and
grandchildren. He sunk seven holes in
one and he served his country with distinction and he married an aquatennial
princess and he flew planes and the stories Chuck Myre lived by will live on in
his beloveds.
And probably the stories that will live on
most powerfully are those he didn’t even know he was telling.
But had he known that he was to die, what
final wisdom might he have graced his kin with?
For Jesus, risen and about to ascend into
heaven, the question was more than rhetorical.
It was real. What oh what could
he do to help his frightened and doubting disciples? How could he help them to make that profound
shift from being followers of Jesus to being leaders who would teach his
stories?
Without the physical presence of Jesus to
reassure and guide them, they needed great stories to give them hope and
vision. They needed a sense of the scope
of this thing to which they had been called.
So what Jesus does is profound. He opens their minds to understand the
scriptures.
Doesn’t it take your breath away? The vision of being totally open to the sweep
of God’s presence and passion for creation.
God’s insistence that love can be lived fully and that the sacred is
accessible - a vital presence in our lives.
It would be great sustenance for those
times of fear and frustration and loneliness for those called to teach, preach,
and live the stories of Jesus.
And wouldn’t it be great sustenance for
us. How is it we carry on this opening
to the stories of faith?
And again, this is not a rhetorical
question. This is a vitally real
concern. I’ll say it another way: how will Wally, the brother we welcome in the
faith through baptism. How will he know
the teachings and ways of Jesus?
Writer Anne Lamott will help us to answer
that question. She shares her insights
about this business of opening to the story of Jesus in her book Plan
B: Further Thoughts on Faith.
I did not mean to start a Sunday School,
and did not have a speck of confidence that I could do so: I have only mediocre self-esteem when I am
doing things that I am good at or that don’t require any self esteem. I grow anxious on my way to the dump with a
car full of garbage, convinced that my garbage and I will be rejected, either
because I am throwing out perfectly good stuff, or because it is so disgusting
that the people who run the dump wouldn’t want it.
I suffer from what a psychiatrist friend
calls clinical sensitivity; she
recommends that I avoid too much stimulation.
I do not particularly like large groups of
children, which is to say, more than two at a time, and I could not bear to
miss any of the regular service, with which Sunday school would be
concurrent. There was one more
problem. There wouldn’t be any children,
except Sam.
But six years ago I came to believe that I
was supposed to start a Sunday school. .. One day I could feel something
tugging on my inside sleeve, which is
the only place I ever hear from God: on
the shirtsleeve of my heart. I
understood that someone needed to start a school, because it was the right
thing to do, and most important, I needed to make church more fun for Sam.
(I didn’t know where to start) I know that with writing, you start where you
are, and you flail around for a while, and if you keep doing it, every day you
get closer to something good. Carolyn
Myss said that we are responsible not for the outcome of things, but only for
the ingredients, so Kris, (my partner in this adventure) and I bought
everything we could think of that young children would need to learn about
God: juice boxes, blankets, beach balls,
moist towelettes, a children’s Bible, a boom box, and art supplies.
“And what will we teach them?”, Kris
asked.
This was the problem. I don’t know much about God; only that He or
She is love, and is not American, or male.
Mary Oliver said something to the effect that the best sermon she ever
heard was the sun. I thought, that’s the
sort of thing we’ll teach.”
She later reflects about how hard it was,
this building of a program where the stories of Jesus were shared with
children:
“Someone long ago said that God is not a
boss or a judge, God is a purpose, and I tried to live by this. My purpose was to show up and offer myself to
people who were having a hard time, and part of doing that was to run this
funky school.
We kept lurching forward. It reminded me of driving through the rain
gto do an errand in the rural parts of Marin, on the road that leads to the
ocean, past farmland and forest: you
drive worriedly through poor visibility on a slippery surface, and you think
you’re heading to one place, for a certain efficient reason, but you space out
for a while, and there’s slippage in the sky, and all at once a long, low beam
of sun slants through.”
Jesus opened the minds of the disciples to
the sweep of the scriptures.
And Anne Lamott opened the minds of the
disciples in her care to the way the sun preaches scripture, the way it
testifies to God’s presence and power.
And we, we have our own opening to do.
Wally is going to rely on us to teach and
tell and live the stories of Jesus.
Stories he can turn to when the road is slippery and he’s not sure where
it is headed. Stories that remind him
that the long, low beam of light will shine through.
Some of those stories he will learn
because we tell them to him, in Sunday school and at home.
But he’ll learn what our real story is by
watching us. By seeing how it is we live
our faith every day.
May we be a people of open minds.
Amen