2 Samuel 1:1, 17-27

The Necessity of Lament

July 2, 2006

Rev. Elizabeth Macaulay

 

I was involved in an interesting discussion the other day.

 

My conversation partner was a woman of some eighty years.  She has been a leader and pioneer in her field and I respect her greatly.

 

She was talking about something that was very important to her.

 

She had arranged that I be invited to her birthday party.  And she wanted me to know that the invitation I received for her Birthday was not created by her, and in fact, she was a little embarrassed about it and wanted me to know that.

 

The reason?

 

The invitation was plastered with the image of the American Flag.  Since this woman’s birthday is in early July, the person throwing the party thought it was a natural thing to have that image prominent on the invitation.

 

The woman I breakfasted with has struggled mightily with her sense of  being a citizen of the United States - and no, she shouldn’t just love it or leave.  We need her. 

 

Part of her distress, I believe, lies in a very real need we each have.  A need that is being discouraged in this day and time.

 

She lives in a culture -our culture - that shuns lament.

 

We live in a culture that seems to want us to believe that if we engage in lament - an outcry of grief prompted by our sense that lives lost through violence on any soil for whatever reason - we are somehow unseemly.

 

We live in a time where lament is deemed unpatriotic.  We live in a time where questions are somehow subversive, and our need for speaking both for and against our beliefs is so charged with dangerous energy that we often keep our thoughts and most heart wrenching questions to ourselves.

 

And they fester there.  And they lead us into despair.  And they create a wedge between us and those we cannot know because between us is silence where there could be relationship.

 

In today’s scripture reading, David held out to the world the brokenness of his heart.  The grief he felt because the realities of war had marched into the sanctuary of his heart relationships.

 

And he wanted God and his community to know his grief.  And he wanted the healing grace of letting fly right out loud the intensity of his heart ache.

 

Stephan Levine is a grief counselor who has written extensively about grief.  He wrote a book called Unattended Sorrow after 9/11 because he knew that the power of unexpressed grief would be a long term and detrimental product of our shared national sorrow.

 

On this day when we consider what it is to live in our nation as followers of Jesus, I commend his words to you:

 

“Unattended sorrow degrades whole cultures that insist on the suppression of painful feelings.  It creates a thinly disguised foreboding that slowly sublimates into a materialism capable of destroying the spirit of most religions.  It’s a melancholy that atrophies nerve endings, making it difficult to touch or feel. . ..

 

This cultural numbing creates a politically infantile worldview that can’t see beyond its own immediate needs nor comprehend that anyone else feels pain as much as we do.

 

It reinforces the least in us.  It forgets itself in violence to ourselves and to others, and sours our worldview.  Its legacy, from generation to generation, is the war-torn heart.  It abandons its veterans, giving them shamefully inadequate support and care.  It makes big war but has little idea of how to serve the peace.  It casts a cold eye on its most heroic servants.  It leaves its dead on the battlefield.”  (Page 82)

 

Why this sermon on the necessity of lament as we celebrate our nation’s independence?

 

I want for us as we enter this holiday time to be able, as good Americans, to hit our knees and open our hearts to our real need to lament.  Surely we will enjoy parades and fire works and teeny weeny doughnuts but in the midst of the grand hurrah, I pray that we also remember:

 

Kyle Miller of Willmar won’t be there.  He was killed Thursday in Iraq.  His life was shattered by a bomb that exploded near his convoy.  He was nineteen.

 

Many who have come home from Iraq won’t be there.  They, and the others who come home, will carry within their bodies and engraved upon their souls a legacy of grief that will linger always.  Maybe those of you who served in other wars know that grief and its power.  These our brothers and sisters are due the honor of our willingness to pause and lament the sacrifices asked of them.

 

There are untold people, flesh and blood creations of a loving God, who are devastated by the violence of this war that is not a war.

 

So on this day, how can we not lament?  How can our souls be whole if we remain barricaded against this pain?

 

We are a great nation.  Under God.

And we are a nation brought to birth by those who lamented injustice and oppression.

 

Following in their footsteps, and in the footsteps of our brother in faith David, we seek the wisdom to know that nothing ought muffle our outcry when blood is spilled.  It matters not the cause.  What matters is that our hearts are willing to pause and pay attention to the pain.  And, speak that pain and share the ways that pain has taken up lodging in our souls.

 

The first step in healing is naming and claiming the pain.

 

It’s like the Dr. Seuss book The Lorax.

 

The narrator tells the story of economic greed that leads to environmental devastation. 

 

The  Lorax is the story of a creature that spoke out time and time again the pain of creation as it is slaughtered by the greed of the people that use the land without respect.

 

Finally, there is nothing left.  Except the last seed of the Truffula tree.

 

The Onceler, he who has abused the land, gives the last remaining seed - the seed that has the power to grow a future - to a young child.  Sharing with him the utter crucial need for each one of us to care.  The Onceler gives the seed with these words:

 


UNLESS someone like you cares a whole awful lot,
nothing is going to get better. It´s not. SO...
Catch! calls the Once-ler. He lets something fall.
It´s a Truffula Seed. It´s the last one of all!
You´re in charge of the last of the Truffula Seeds.
And Truffula Trees are what everyone needs.
Plant a new Truffula. Treat it with care.
Give it clean water. And feed it fresh air.
Grow a forest. Protect it from axes that hack.
Then the Lorax and all of his friends may come back.

 

 

We need to grow peace and we need to grow a nation that remembers the glory of its founding vision.

 

In order to do the work of growing the future, we need to be allowed the powerful healing of lament.

 

Knowing that our souls must sound.  Knowing that our God hears.  Knowing that it is the way to our healing.

 

Let lament ring.  Let healing commence.  Let freedom ring.                  Amen