Luke 3: 15-17, 21-22
January 7, 2007
Rev. Elizabeth Macaulay
Throughout the gospel
accounts of the life of Jesus and the disciples, the disciples are heard to
want many things from Jesus - they want answers to questions: what will we eat, what will we wear, how will
we know?
But after walking with
Jesus. After sleeping by his side and
after listening to him teach and after sharing jokes and pain and life with
him, there is only one thing the scriptures record that they ask him to teach
them:
They want to know how to
pray.
Of all the many things they
could have asked to be taught, it is prayer their souls feel a hunger to know.
Maybe because Jesus is so
intentional about making time for prayer in his so-full life of teaching and
tending. Maybe because they saw so much
coming at him - demands and threats and challenges and heartaches and yet he
remained sure of the love of the God who spoke words of love to him on his
baptism. Maybe because Jesus had a shine
to him that the rubbing of the world could not take away. They saw in him a ground and a way of being
they knew to be born of the Holy.
Whatever it was that
prompted them to ask, the disciples ask it directly. Teach us how to pray.
And we know their hunger to
know, do we not?
Because we too are battened
about by life and overwhelmed by demands of heart aches or compulsions or
despair and we want to know:
Jesus, how is it you find
your God in such times? Teach us to
pray.
Terry Tempest Williams is a
Mormon writer who is poetic in her ways,and she says this about the lonely and
glorious stretching it is for us to be spiritual people:
“Spirituality is
solitary. Its’ companion is conflict, a
gnawing at the soul that cannot be ignored.
We are engaged. There are no
rules. There are no maps. We live with the discomfort and ambiguity of
our own authority. At times, it is
lonely, often informed by pain. On other
occasions, it is the body submerged in a phosphorescent tide, every movement
sparking a trail of illumination.
Afterwards, we sit on the shore in moonlight. No candles are necessary. Spirituality exists when we are present,
buoyed up by the waters of attention. We
learn the courage of faith. It is a
peace that is earned. We take solace in
the heat of doubt knowing this is the pulse of poetry. (Leap, pg 212).
So what hold us in the
conflict of our lives, the gnawing of our lives, the shine of our lives and the
celebration of our lives?
Prayer, my friends. Prayer.
Luke is the only gospel
writer who leaves John the Baptizer out of the baptism account. John just isn’t a big deal to Luke in the
scheme of recounting what it is Baptism was to Jesus and to those of us who
follow.
What is unique to Luke is
his observation that the Holy Spirit comes upon Jesus while he is in prayer
following his baptism. It is during his
time of prayer that the spirit comes upon him in the form of a dove and tells
him the news his and every one of our hearts longs to hear:
You are my son, the
beloved. With you I am well pleased.
When we open ourselves to
the gift of our baptism - the claiming of our selves that God sings in our ear
and heart - we know that never are we without the presence of the Holy. Never.
Eugene Peterson is a
Presbyterian pastor. He is also the one
who transposed the scriptures into the Message.
He tells of how it came to
be at one point in his ministry that he was done. He was tired.
He was tired of feeling like he was having to constantly spin plates to
keep his church going. He was tired of
the anger and frustrations in people’s lives that sometimes got put on
him. He was tired of trying to breathe
life into the gospel week after week and he was tired of never seeing his
family because he was gone so often on important church business.
So he went to his Staff
Parish Relations Committee and told them he was done. He was exhausted. He was wrung dry. He was tired of doing all the things people
expected him to do.
And one of the members of the committee, after hearing him
out, asked him: so what would you do if
you had the time to do it?
Peterson replied that he
would be home more, he would read more, and he would pray more.
The committee member
said: so why don’t you do it? Do the things you love to do and trust us to
do the other things?
Well, Peterson was a bit
shaken. Let go of spinning those
plates? Step back from having his hands
on all the controls? Live his stated conviction
that God was in the midst of the church and that the Holy Spirit had power
greater than our imagining and live a Christ centered life instead of a results
centered life?
He decided to try it. And it drove him nuts for a time. He would sit at home reading while he knew an
important finance committee meeting was going on. He would hear about things going on in the
church that he didn’t know about.
He became instead what he
was called to be in that place: the
spiritual leader. A person so grounded
in prayer and his heart talk with God that when storms arose and challenges
hit, he was able to remind them of God’s presence in the midst of it all.
As God’s beloved, he gave
himself permission to live as a beloved of God.
He surrendered to the need in his heart to be a person of prayer and a
spiritual leader.
We all are Eugene
Peterson. We all have many claims on our
time and we all have so many impossible things we believe we have to be or we’ll
disappoint the world - or ourselves.
What we need to do is
remember the key lesson of Jesus - the lesson of being a person of prayer. A person who sorts out our lives and opens
our lives and surrenders our lives to the keeping of our God.
Whether we simply sit
quietly and breathe in words of grace, some mantra or scripture verse of our
choosing. Or whether we immerse
ourselves in the prayer that is taking a walk outside. Or whether we sit in the company of others
and feel the shared hum of holy communion.
We are remembering the gift
of our baptism. The song of love God has
sung to us. The assurance that we are
uniquely and profoundly loved and we are pleasing to God and we have lives and
gifts that are uniquely ours to live.
May we open ourselves, you
and I. The song of love invites our
heart.
Amen